Sick

I’ve been fighting what I really really hope is a bug and not a new development of my disease.  I’ve been achy and miserable for over a week.  I have a sore throat and stuffy head that comes and goes, and I’ve felt like I had a fever a few times.

Last night I was really sick, but today I seem back to the low-level crud.

This could mean I’m being exposed to mold at work.

I really don’t want that to be true.  That will probably mean quitting my job and…  I really don’t want to quit my job.

I haven’t tested my work, partly because I’m terribly afraid that they answer will come back as “Oh dear God, you’re going to die if you work here one more day!”

So… I’ve been delaying doing the test.

I just… I just want… something… to be right… and easy.  That’s what I want.  One thing to just be smooth sailing.

I feel like crap.

I’m going to bed.

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