• Not Writing

    I’m struggling.  Meds are all messed up and my doctor had to change an entire schedule of treatment because things aren’t going the way they’re supposed to go.  Which is depressing in and of itself, but the meds not working also CAUSES depression and instability, so… extra awesome.

  • Bad News

    I got some bad news yesterday.  And some bad possibility that won’t be answered for a few more days.  And… I just… I just can’t. I didn’t post last night. I should do a back post tonight to make up for it. But I can’t.

  • Feeling Things

    Hard week.  I keep trying to smile through it, but…  According to the therapist… and the Sir… and probably Dr. Phil (I don’t actually pay attention to things he says… but he probably says this…) simply refusing to feel bad feelings doesn’t actually make the bad feelings go away.

  • Sickerness

    So walking pneumonia rapidly became ambulance ride and tubes in my arms pneumonia.  Terrific.   And it wasn’t my fault!  I took the antibiotics and rested and drank fluids!  I didn’t bring it on!  The ER said that pneumonia is just like that…

  • Low Point

    I know.  Another disappearing act.  I owe some people emails.  I will try to get to them, but hopefully this will hold you all until I do.

  • WTF, Universe???

    So for all my good words of what, 4 hours ago… the universe decided to reward me with a few more kicks in the ribs… cause, you know, clearly there weren’t enough broken, yet.