• Canis Postpartum

    Things have continued to be rocky, but… Sub Brother is collared!  Yay!  I can’t remember if I shared that already… R-dog continues to be a pain in the ass when I’m at home… but manages fine when I’m gone, so… I guess that’s good.  At night if I’m not playing with him he’ll bark, growl, climb on top of me, and tonight, start biting me. Tonight Sir said we have to 100% ignore him, not even say “no,” just do absolutely nothing.  I put on double sweatshirts (he only bugs me, not the guys as much), sat down on the couch next to Sir and started watching a TV show. …

  • Froggy-ness

    I sometimes worry about the amount of energy Sir has to spend on me.  Last night I had a panic attack… at 10 at night, when we were all trying to sleep. It’s probably because my asthma was terrible all day and I was pumped full of steroids and I had a lot of work to do today and… perfect storm for not sleeping. But really… he took me from bed and took me downstairs and pulled the futon onto the floor and laid us both on it and then he just did deep pressure on my body for literally two hours until I could almost, mostly sleep… then woke…