Personal Journal
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He’s not your friend.
K skyped with me this afternoon briefly. When they can get into the city they get on skype, otherwise they email every week, which is nice, but sometimes it just feels like they’re so far away… Which they ARE.
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Sugar and Spice and… Glitter.
I’m living one day at a time. Some days are harder than others. Some moments are harder than others. In this moment I feel like revisiting some happier memories of my time with the man who was my Sir. This actually happened mostly the way I’ve written it (some artistic license applied)  😉
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Safety Contracts and So Long
My therapist made one with me tonight. At least sort of made one. I wasn’t super cooperative.
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XKCD – Two Years
This is for MJ. For his mom and his dad. May they have an awesome biopsy-versary in less than two years!
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I Want… I Need
I want to cut. I want to bleed.
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WTF, Universe???
So for all my good words of what, 4 hours ago… the universe decided to reward me with a few more kicks in the ribs… cause, you know, clearly there weren’t enough broken, yet.
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Imperfect Love
I saw this today on Pinterest. Sometimes it seems that when things are at their darkest, somehow something I need to hear falls in my lap. At least that would be a nice thing to believe about the universe, wouldn’t it?
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Faith
This poem is by Shel Silverstein. I need to hear this today. I need to believe this today. I think Sir and sub brother can use this, too, so I am going to work on believing it for them, as well.
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Submission
Sir has forgiven me for my failure. I am grateful for that. Forgiving myself is… hasn’t happened yet.
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Submissive moment of the day
So… for my few loyal followers who I know (one of you at least) would like a little more in the details department (I’m shy! Seriously! Why is everyone laughing??) a little tidbit. I’m supposed to be in bed right now. Sir just had a conversation with me about it, and I’m not staying up all night, again, I promise Sir! 🙂
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