Miscellaneous
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Hiding Illness
It’s a bad one this time. Â It comes and it goes… and in between sometimes there’s mania. Â This is a “come.” It’s not like it used to be, where there were no islands of sanity at all. Â I suppose I’m grateful for that…at other times. I was manic. Â Now I’m depressed. Â Vacations are good, but hard on the brain. Â And then my sleep has been rough. Â I’ve been doing everything right, mostly. Â My diet isn’t perfect right now… but compared to normal people, my diet is ridiculously good. Â It’s probably hilarious that I consider it a “bad day” on my diet when I eat tomatoes and put paprika on my…
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Home Again
I went on vacation for the last week…without Sir and sub brother. Â It was a good trip, even if it was stressful at times. Â Sir patiently responded to my texts and always somehow said the right thing… even though it was technically his vacation time with sub brother… Â He doesn’t delineate that way, but I always do in my head somehow. Anyway, I made it home and I’m transitioning off of being on vacation. Transitioning back to work schedule. Â Having a little disequilibrium. Â Today Sir came home with flowers… Â Aww…
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Passive Voice Zombies
Because I’m a grammar nerd (among other nerd categories) I totally love this trick I just heard for identifying passive voice. Â If you can add “by zombies” after the verb in a sentence, that sentence is in passive voice. I was told (by zombies) to write a post in my blog. My car was buried (by zombies) during the blizzard. Isn’t that the greatest?? Â I love it! I may be avoiding writing serious posts right now… Â or is that… Â Writing serious posts is being avoided (by zombies) on this blog right now…
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Heh…
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Yeah!
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Hacked!
So… Â my WordPress account was hacked and infected with malware. Â This led to it being shut down until I could correct the problem. Â I received the notification about a month ago and didn’t do anything about it (Sir says we’ll be discussing that later…) but I figured it wasn’t as if anybody was going to notice anyway. Â And I couldn’t really get up the enthusiasm to deal with it.
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Sickerness
So walking pneumonia rapidly became ambulance ride and tubes in my arms pneumonia.  Terrific.  And it wasn’t my fault!  I took the antibiotics and rested and drank fluids!  I didn’t bring it on!  The ER said that pneumonia is just like that…
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Being Sick with Sir…
So… I managed to get a summer pneumonia, how stupid is that? Â Sir took today off work to stay home and take care of me, which is sweet, as long as I don’t punch him…
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End of an Era
I realize it’s been over a year since I posted here. Â I’ve been busy. Â I have a new job, though it’s now a year old. Â Today was the last day of the year, it’s summer break. I’m having a rough night from the drop… and from anxiety. Â But it’s happy anxiety in some ways. Â I trusted someone I work with. Â I’ve trusted him all year, he’s been kind and compassionate, fun, and always felt safe. Â Safe in the ways that… are intangible but so necessary to someone like me. Â He’s always felt safe. Â I doubt he knows or would understand if I told him, what that means or what it…